Saturday, January 22, 2011

Sinking

oh what have you done
becoming tears to my eyes?
Im drifting in this mystery
taking breaths complicates all theory
wont you
wont you
help me ?
Im afraid
flooding in
I try and run away
but I just laugh
caught by warmth and searing heat.
I ask Him take care of me
as I fall from this cliff
into the sea
Drown me in this mystery
and If
I die then still I am His
but drown me in this love
and let me live.
Down , down into the warm waters beneath the cold
oppositely opposing
I want it all.
Father I am yours
given my broken heart
carved up on dried bones
left in the sun.
Repair my life
Restore these fields
once cold with ice.
Taken from the trees
housed in the valley of thorns.
Now shed my skin on the shores.
falling deeper
deeper
sinking
faster
till He says
swim
pounding on my chest
a thousand pounds of mortalness
comes alive and infuses fast
all of you.
Convulsing throws of light
hold me fast
come around
dont take your eyes off me
drinking in.
spinning weightlessness
coming to an end
to an end
His arms all around me
tears flow into the sea
I want it now
please
what you want to give
took so long for me to see
and so I plead
more than anything
just.....
let it be