Spin Out

better do something
with me
whirling about
spinning out
held me down
trying to drown myself
until I looked into your eyes
hovering over me.
I cant keep this calm
and I fear Im losing the battle.
how long do you expect me not to be human ?
when the creatures of old are nipping at my heels
dont you know they want me ?
so where have you gone ?
Hold me
Hold me down
Pin me down
So I can look in your eyes
get me off this life
get me off this ride
so I can come down
down
down
down
I cant go over
I cant go back
to discover
another lever to pull
Pinned down
with all your weight
head looking straight
hold my face
tears splattering
but....
its your kiss
that stills me
　

Home For The First Time

did you follow me home into the green grasses
lie down ?
wrap me in your etheral warmth
never leave me
turn it black and whiter
then turn it hues of blue as I fall deeply backwards
into this you catch me.
Precious Spirit
Pull me into you 7 times again
and take all of it
all of my breath away
and I will swim in you forever.
Home for the first time
electric rays into your arms
a new
as you recreate in me
you
I dont wanna come up ever again
but soon I know you will call me
and I will take the hand you give me
　
　
　
　
　

Father Mystery

Dear love
laden
Father mystery
caught me off guard with your galaxy of divinity
straight lined into my veins
as I stare into the sky
brink of night comes watching me.
whats happening to me ?
never knew me
never knew
who is this
gazing into this
I cant gain control
all of it I wanted
but you take my hands gently from it
and its scary to let you have everything.
but I need you to.
Father mystery
Brother
I'll give you my universe
make your waves
as I fall backwards into this midnight
and slowly elevate my soul for you.
telling me everything so easily
so easy I fight it
but hold me down now
hold me together now
bring it together now
two for one
for three
for one