Words Dont Flow

words dont flow
not anymore
a new way
a holding back way
bound up like a fount I used to know.
I wont rest till you meet me in the flowers
of this bed.
struggle in me
child , daughter little sister
shes mine and shes yours
so take a hold.
my hands look like my face as I turn them toward you
words dont flow
not a sense of them will I make
but blatantly confess this beautiful mess
and pain in me.
Daddy , Father wont you be
such a strange refrain.

I love you
with the weeping rocking that tick tocks upon the
ribs containing my soul.
for you I will go.
So I sit with you untied
you know me
and Im knowing you
and if its the pain that brings me
then all the more let it be
draw me please.
Jesus, blatant lover of my soul
I miss you
my words dont flow
they just come out
and I really dont care
as you untie me
unravel me from the knots.
your the sensation radiating my skin
the breathless hope
the shaking prayer
the tears that rejoice over you...
I always know Im home.
words dont flow
dear Lord
so let them be red
and not simply painted to diguise my hopes.
Im your love
broken in your arms
and thats where I always want to be.
Im here again
daily...daily... hourly I'll submit it.
no words make sense to me
hiding in their shadows of colors wont suffice
I love you Lord
my words dont flow
no not anymore
but the love that pours from my heart
is yours
and this little girl shes afraid
shes afraid
so Daddy im here
change me